Your Birds are Chirping

If my innerpersonal life was built for the world to see, hear & read about....
I would carry a camera around with me.

There wouldnt be any surprise or hidden secrets kept to myself.
But i dont live that way.

All truths that I tell are real, but I know when to shut up & not let the world question me & be able to see certain things that arent needed to be seen.

I cant give rules to others that choose to do so in their lives.

I can never be too proud as to boast about certain things. Some good & bad need to be kept behind those closed doors where others cant see.

If you choose not to speak on your sex life, dont speak on your emotional life. Chances are, the birds will start chirping about the distance between your birdcage.

Truth Speak.....Date unknown

I leave understanding to every time I scratch my head, my brain wants to be felt; to be heard.

Sometimes I choose not to talk because words seem to get forgotten in the selective ears.
I understand what faults hold but I wont always says its mine and I don't choose to blame you.

No typing as I stay secluded but still try to catch my words as my mind spills them out.

If only my hands were fast enough.

I'm leaving some misunderstood feelings at the doorstep because he says he doesn't know anymore.

Letting his expression feed all over the Internet for the Blue Birds call.

I hold to the sun and watch my locks transform the golds, orange, and browns of my roots to tip.

Glasses off. No money, no phone, no ID, just me. Pencils paper and sketchpad to relay anything I feel.

I dont know what time it is but the weather reports sunshine and breeze of between 65-72 degrees.

Trying to get away, not for escape but for reasoning.

I need the thoughts to roll in but Im stuck on this foundation of landscape.

He feels silence surrounds this morning because he started off negatively from the night before.

Our differences are breaking us. Im not communicating to the world of whats wrong in my relationship because its not the worlds business.

What he feels is TOO important, is not really that important to me. Neither of our ways are going to work at once.

How do we fix it?

The things he thinks about are like shockwaves to me because I dont think so deeply about them.

No one ever really agrees on everything in life, and definitely not in relationships.

If I feel one way, just let me feel that way, and you feel your way.

I dont always have to speak on things being WRONG because I've grown dealing with so much, that silence helps me erase the drama.

Never saying that I dont care but sometimes shouldnt matter as much as people make them out to be...So BIG of a deal.

Forgetting the Expression

Sometimes we forget our meaning.

Meanings of life & why we are here.

Here to love & live in the moments that is given to us.

Moments that carry trials & tribulations that could sometimes mean error in our ways.

Errors dont always mean wrong & wrong doesnt always have to be fixed.

If trying to fix everything were possible then we would be in a perfect world.

This world wasnt made to be perfect. We arent perfect beings. Born by sin.

If forgiven for our sins, we are made whole again.

I'd rather be broken.

Left shattered & unfixed, imperfect & not proper.

Not a proper human to leave judgment on someone else & forget the own blame of yourself.

What's fair is fair, or left unfair, but dont leave the blame to the world if you cant learn to be the cause.

UMOJA!! Africa United

Where are you???

All days in life cycle back to the days where our roots were laid.

A mission to keep our Unity, Youth, Love and history at peace.

This Piece was the thoughts of My Brother. In memory of Africa United, Bob Marleys song and concert. This light is the power for which we hold our strength and keep close to our Roots.

We can not forget where we come from and where we have come to. Never forgetting the struggles of our ancestors and those who have helped us get to where we are. Recieving our blessings of life, light, hope, peace, love and unity.

The hands that grabbed the tree, that was rooted for our Earth. Our home. Peace. UMOJA!

"I don't stand for the black mans side; I don't stand for the white mans side. I stand for God's side." -Bob Marley.

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Bipolar Ambiguity

In life... there are no excuses.... Especially for our actions and attitudes.

How we percieve ourselves should not be obtained by the way we act.

All actions are the reflections of our livelihood, But why let those actions be a final verdict of how people see and judge us.

We cant always throw out excuses for why we feel a certain way and why we do things. Sometimes it doesnt matter because people dont really care.

In life we just need to accept the fact that we are who we are as human beings and shit happens.

We cant change the way we've been taught and grew up, but we dont have to let those past lessons be the underly factor for who we grow up and mature to be.

Quit Making excuses and accept your life as it is. We all have more than one personality. Be who you are. Its OK.

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Enlightment

Today was beyond a battle between my mind and my heart. No clear vision or alignment! A voyage that wasnt setting sail towards the horizon. A mission built some peace in relation of speaking knowledge to my Brother Star. Many quotations gathered reasoning and acknowledgement for teachings built within oneself. If life were a bowl of sand, which grain do you piece to life to make different be your difference amongst the rest?!?

Brother's Peace:

• "All things in life are given to us by a Higher power. Our gifts and missions set on Earth for us are blessings."
• Sometimes a walk outside can change your outlook on life.
• "My mind hasnt completely been there. Just have to breathe in this air and exhale life."
• "I remember as a child, looking out the window, and saying something I spoke to God. Yet till this day, I cant remember what i said but I still have revelations from God telling me that whatever I am set here for, will be done & those things that I said, will be lived."

My Self taught peace:

• " If you can discipline your diet, you can completely discipline most things in your life!"
• " Sometimes we have to get out to find ourselves."
• " When people ask me what I wanted to be as a child, I always said i wanted to be a doctor. Finally til this day, I understand what being a doctor means. It doesnt have to be a actually doctor, but someone that is a healer. A mentor and teacher that helps and heals minds and souls. I never even wanted to go to medical school or even get a license of that sort, but a doctor to me simply means "healing the world".
• " I am a doctor of all sorts. Without touching hands, my hands touch hearts."
• " Everyday we have to make missions to improve ourselves."
• Complicated work makes for a complicated attitude! BE COOL!

Are you FLAWED?!?!?!?

Had a great question from a very dear friend of mine today!! Discussion brought upon great thoughts and life options to think about!

Vanna' Shanee **Question: What physical flaws can u overlook when finding ur mate, or even in ur current mate??? seriously**

QSS: But all flaws should be able to be overlooked if you want some1 in your life.

Vanna' Shanee: amen sis... but u know the flesh dnt feel that!

QSS: tru, but those who feel that way and look at life in that manner are the same ones hoein around and aren't happy with life because they only see what's on the outside and all inside factors are overthrown! If people can't understand that all true beauty is built from within your soul and spirit, and they are selfishly portraying greed within themselves. You can be the most beautiful person on the outside but have the most disgusting, disrespectful, ill-mannered personality! Now does that make you beautiful? No! A pretty/handsome face doesn't make up for ugly personalities!

Vanna' Shanee: U hit that right on the nose sis... It's like man has cum so accustomed to what society says is beautiful that they turn around from what truly matters. If a person has an ugly soul how can they ever be beautiful, cute, etc? Everything that looks good aint good for u. Then to have that outlook on someone else when there's probably someone out there that feels the same about u. Judge people by whats inside and not outside!

My Own Interpretations:
Love in life is about accepting everything that comes your way and appreciating its gifts! If there are certain things that you feel judgmental about your spouse or certain things in your relationship, than you need to ask yourself if your love and relationship is worth your time! Point that its simple and exact. If any person really wants a successful and happy, healthy relationship, they have to do what is best for their mind and heart, not focusing on things that are appealing to sight and touch. People dont understand that looks dont last forever and that a true love, lasts deep in the heart. That is something that cant be taken away. All is all, flaws, criticism, judgments are only words in sight that can deplete the confidence, integrity and respect between two people in a relationship.

"All love lasts a lifetime when the heart is open and eyes are closed!"

All loving/ All embracing

Never Lonely/ In a world of a billion hearts/ One was spotted

Delivered and shipped to my doorstep/ Voices hear soft words

Ears listen as Lauryn Hill recites I Just Want You Around

MTV Unplugged type ish/ Melodic expressions/ The strumming of guitars/

Rhythm competes with the hearts beat/ And the winner is?...

The embracing heart that accepts all/ everything that is unperfect/ unfixed/

Unexplained by dictionary/ just real/ all realized

An extraordinary being/ One of the few that has been taken for granted

That one willing to give and forgive/ All flaws appreciated

What isn't perfect will never be/ not asked to change/ not judged

Always deceived is the heart that is of all truth/ All Essence/ all original purity

An elegance unseen by eyes that won't want a real/ absolute/ effervescent/ Real person

Woman or Man/ there are some left/ Some that appreciate/ accept/ embrace/ give back/ forgive/ realize/ and want to have something worth having...

In love/ life/ family/ relationship/ work/ and success for a future!

All loving/ all embracing.