Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Are you FLAWED?!?!?!?

Had a great question from a very dear friend of mine today!! Discussion brought upon great thoughts and life options to think about!

Vanna' Shanee **Question: What physical flaws can u overlook when finding ur mate, or even in ur current mate??? seriously**

QSS: But all flaws should be able to be overlooked if you want some1 in your life.

Vanna' Shanee: amen sis... but u know the flesh dnt feel that!

QSS: tru, but those who feel that way and look at life in that manner are the same ones hoein around and aren't happy with life because they only see what's on the outside and all inside factors are overthrown! If people can't understand that all true beauty is built from within your soul and spirit, and they are selfishly portraying greed within themselves. You can be the most beautiful person on the outside but have the most disgusting, disrespectful, ill-mannered personality! Now does that make you beautiful? No! A pretty/handsome face doesn't make up for ugly personalities!

Vanna' Shanee: U hit that right on the nose sis... It's like man has cum so accustomed to what society says is beautiful that they turn around from what truly matters. If a person has an ugly soul how can they ever be beautiful, cute, etc? Everything that looks good aint good for u. Then to have that outlook on someone else when there's probably someone out there that feels the same about u. Judge people by whats inside and not outside!

My Own Interpretations:
Love in life is about accepting everything that comes your way and appreciating its gifts! If there are certain things that you feel judgmental about your spouse or certain things in your relationship, than you need to ask yourself if your love and relationship is worth your time! Point that its simple and exact. If any person really wants a successful and happy, healthy relationship, they have to do what is best for their mind and heart, not focusing on things that are appealing to sight and touch. People dont understand that looks dont last forever and that a true love, lasts deep in the heart. That is something that cant be taken away. All is all, flaws, criticism, judgments are only words in sight that can deplete the confidence, integrity and respect between two people in a relationship.

"All love lasts a lifetime when the heart is open and eyes are closed!"

Thursday, March 25, 2010

All loving/ All embracing

Never Lonely/ In a world of a billion hearts/ One was spotted

Delivered and shipped to my doorstep/ Voices hear soft words

Ears listen as Lauryn Hill recites I Just Want You Around

MTV Unplugged type ish/ Melodic expressions/ The strumming of guitars/

Rhythm competes with the hearts beat/ And the winner is?...

The embracing heart that accepts all/ everything that is unperfect/ unfixed/

Unexplained by dictionary/ just real/ all realized

An extraordinary being/ One of the few that has been taken for granted

That one willing to give and forgive/ All flaws appreciated

What isn't perfect will never be/ not asked to change/ not judged

Always deceived is the heart that is of all truth/ All Essence/ all original purity

An elegance unseen by eyes that won't want a real/ absolute/ effervescent/ Real person

Woman or Man/ there are some left/ Some that appreciate/ accept/ embrace/ give back/ forgive/ realize/ and want to have something worth having...

In love/ life/ family/ relationship/ work/ and success for a future!

All loving/ all embracing.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

In the Studio

These times I get to sit back every sunday night at 11 and watch my man dj at 102;amz radio station! I have a habit of just watching him and admiring what he does. Even laughing at him while he dances on the turntables!

I began to be able to really really appreciate everything that he does! No complaints from me. He works just as hard as I do in my craft and that is the most thing that I respect about him. I support and respect him just as he does for me.

Some people don't really know what it feels like to have someone that supports you and hasa the same hustle and ambition and drive as you do. In a relationship, I think that's the most important thing you can have; besides love and open communication! This love for art, music and success is one of the best thing to run into as far as having a spouse to struggle and grow with in life.

This is what it takes in any relationship in order for it to survive. When your on the same right path, Nothing else matters! This is what people don't know that makes a relationship last! Women, don't complain! Men, learn to open up! Be real with each other and learn to share the world and aspects of your work, because, if we see you struggling and stressing, hoiw do we know how to lend a eAr, shoulder or a dollar!

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

What do you EXPECT from me?!?

Food, Water, Fire, Power... more elements than the particles of Earth and Wind can percieve in me. I type with one hand as I use one brain, one heart, one mind, to deliver what I have to say. So the multi-answered question up for discussion is...

What do you EXPECT from me?

What do too many people expect from me...

I always think in my own silence. "I wonder why so many people always want so much from me and arent doing anything to help ME!?" Many people have their own expectations and wannabe requirements from me and quote on as "asking" for me to do this and do that for them. Maybe in my self-righteous, unselfish mind, I am too kind. I never really get enough implemented tasks that I really have to turn someone away. Visions flock and dreams appear in sight and mind that I really notice myself being taken advantage. Maybe I have the most talents than others close to me, and I tend to do more for them than I should. OK, Yes its helping me perfect my craft and talents but not assisting me as financially as should, at all!

Lets not front; Family always expects discounts, as do close/best friends... but what good is that doing for the one putting in work?

Mind over matter says the same as matter. Dont be used, and dont gain the feeling of being used. So do for yourself and treat everyone equally. Theres not so much that family does financially to support me but say a few words of encouragement. Those words that I already speak to myself. But when you see others splurge and buy out the world, and you're left struggling just to get by; because you let them "Slide"... does that make you weak or unresponsive to your own responsibilities to pay your own bills. Even as you're being watched, seen strugglin, known for hustlin to make your next dollar.> Why does that not phase them?

Conclusion gains in resolution.

When I put forth that notion, "I have to do for me!" and Build on my independence and plans to evolve and gain my business properly... Does that put animosity into the eyes of those closest to you because you are trying to make it on your own and cant give free handouts to everyone because you need to get by and need their support? or does the laws break in the rule book that says "Family always gets discounted!" and they accept the terms of "It's only Business!"

Shit, Im trying to make money just like the rest of the world. So, what do you expect from me?!?!?!?

Being REAL comes mostly from speaking with your heart, not just your mind.

Time and time again I begin to look over those few people that I call to claim as my family and friends, And in that SAME time, I shake my head and only want to call them All associates. Sort of like coworkers to my lifes job. No reason to trust them all, No choice to tell them everything that happens in my life, no excuses to deliver to them.

This is ME. I am, who I've always said I'll be. An REAL Individual.

No one I really choose to communicate with because most dont understand the things I say. Like a reoccuring Revelation of my evolutionary existence... See... Did you get that?!?!?

I dont know if you did, but this is how I speak. More depth than most and more understanding for self and my own respect, protection and determination. I constantly see and begin to realize how shallow some people are and how self centered some people are. Those people that claim to be real... As saying that they arent afraid to speak their minds, but inside, are afraid to release their own hearts emotions.

It's something I've always had a shrewd sense about. Fake People. And its worse that people cant read themselves.

People that cant accept their flaws, and try to hide their insecurities with money and fake alter egos or joining the packs of others.

I have too much sense to be my own identity. A star in universal space among broken craters and ash.

Many times I am set to deal with undying displays of ignorance and negativity from the people that are supposed to be closest to me, and people think I'm supposed to hide my thoughts and what I feel. That is something I can not do. From my youth, I never spoke of my feelings and kept my world in my hands, but growing and maturing from that, a freedom has set and I dont have any reason to hide away from being ME. No one can tell me to disregard my feelings just for the judgment of others. I dont care about what others think of me or the words I say, or how I carry myself. No one is caring for me the way that I am so they dont have any authority over me. Family or not, friends or not, boss and coworkers... If I feel some type of way about the actions displays around me, Im going to speak on it. I will not hold my tongue to the world. What goes on in the family, should stay in the family.... I dont believe that! If the family is broken, dysfunctional, and not catering to my emotional, physical state, then the family needs fixing, and that fixing means exposure, and intervention...or I shall just have to remove myself from that negativity. Simple as that. When others dont have the strength to break free from the recycled realms of dysfunction, negativity, and people trying to hold you back, shut you up and bring you down, I stand up, I speak out, I move forward. Even if it means being alone in order to do it. I am too extensively positive for negative setbacks to encounter and overtake my world.

"If I am the leader of my pack, I must speak first. I cant encourage unbrave souls to speak the voice of the fighter, I can only force them to prepare the fight of his heart." -QSS

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Black King

What light has evolved to my mind/Warmth/The sunshine surrounded to lift my spirit/I Feel....FREE!/Across the bed/Bare skin left to reminisce on the scent/Breathing in the essence that cooks my soul with hot/ Black Love/A memory of that song the Black King sung/"If you take your love away from me, i'll go crazy... i'll go insane!"/A love, a love, a love/A life that loves.....ME!/I cant break away/I cant break free/My baby, my man, my heart, my love, my everything...MY KING/ Black King/ Knows every way to move my senses/My every emotion & feeling/Numb, my lips.../Like the overflow of drinks we take before the games begin/But the feel of his kiss never leaves/Never disperses/Never dry, never rough/So smooth/Juicy to the big lips on my face/The oriface that keeps him enclosed/Secretly & deeply/To me/My body/His property, his gift/From me/His Queen/ Black Queen/ Mmm...I could sing the song he makes my body sing.../The ways that i like it/Never forgetting the tingling, moaning, & shaking/ He delivers to me...

My soul shakes, for him./ His body, his skin/his strength/in me.../ Black Spirit./ His love, only for me/ Something I always cherish/ What special heart he has/ A perfect thing/ What was said, that could never be.../Perfect/ He is!/ Everything, anyone could ever want/ The smile in the morning/ Release of stress in the night./ Stature of the African King that he is/ Proud, Strong, Handsome, Responsible, Respectful, Worthy/ Worth it/ He is/The Protector/The Truth/The Love/ Every way.../ Beautiful/ Selfish is the love that I have/ I cant hide it/ What he is.../no one can take from me/ My love, to only give to him/ The One./ Him/ Black King/ My joy/ The every free feeling in my heart/ Like the creamiest vanilla ice cream/ & the moistest slice of chocolate cake/ My food for thought/The delight to my senses/ He makes my soul high./ Feeding off his sight/into his eyes, the deep/ Mesmerizing & hypnotizing/ Hard to look away/ Eyes closed to daydream.../ What comes true...

Hoped for since youth./ The perfect fairytale./ The Perfect words always said that can hold me closer to him./ The keepsake to my many precious treasures./ The expensive that is priceless/ in loving/ my royalty./ My King./ Any sense that if left from you, my life would never be the same./ One that is strong enough to sacrifice lifes dreams/ to settle for the happiness that he is./ Catering to his every need./ With care, with love, with desire, with sincerity, with pride./ Do whatever to make u(s) happy & comfortable/ in our relationship/ Our unity/ Our peace/ Our love/ Our life./ Problems never arrive because we/ have the strength & love to keep built joy within our Kingdom/ shared Queendom./ a castle, a domain.../ a Universe./ Where Venus & Mars orbit to each others circumferences./ Each others bodies/ Strong, profound/ molded to perfection/ inside & out/ speaks art to the canvas...

He has the control/ to keep my soul/ my spirit intertwined into the beats of his heart./ We breathe, eat, think, sleep, see, read, feel, express,... Love./ Forever Deep Love./ What Queen needs from her King./ The Supreme overnight/ every night ecstasy./ Freedom to feel./ Freedom to scream./ Life./ Satisfying the body that forms the barrier of protection/ for future life./ What Mother Nature & God formed for Earth/ to be born, & grow./ Perfect is the man./ What she deserves/ searches for, finds, embraces & keeps./ The Healer./ The Teacher./ The Giver./ The Lifeline./ He is higher than most./ The melodic harmony to my lifes ears./ He serenades my souls nervous system/ with his lively lyrics./ The Perfect Song... "Don't Leave Me Girl".../ I will never.../ From the Strength of my pride, my heart/ the bones that carry me/ to him./ Black Woman, Black Queen./ I stand/ by my Black Man/ Black King...

Ratio:Rebel

Sunday, January 31, 2010 at 6:52pm
No two snowflakes are the same.
Just as the sun rises, so does the moon & 11 hours later they too shall fall.
No heart is alike & neither are their minds.
Not Safe to say that one may read a heart but not the mind.
6:10 eyes are crying in pain & not happiness.
More times than most we want so desperately to speak but cant get the verbal recital to elude from our mouths.
There is a 0 to 1,000,000 chances of a perfect life. Its not made to happen. We arent made to let it happen. But daily striving for an inevitable feat as such!
There is no winning for a lost cause.
Souls multiply spirits emotions to add a feeling to divide among others but the solution always ends as something subtracted from self.
Rebel or Restrain.
Listen to your heart or your mind.
Theres more than an ample supply of blood to give to your brain, which is pumped from your heart, but the receptors of your brain and nervous system must tell the cardiovascular to do so.. & the cycle continues or all else fails.
1 chance.
Let the heart do the brains work.
Feel your mind from within.
 
Dont fight it.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Change the Calendar..

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 at 10:11am


When Space took shape there were no clocks available to predict the amount of time for planets to form. Just early, modern day & late scientists to scribble gibberrish as the knowledge they chose to be facts to books. Built calendars and clocks with numbers that they built. Not sun dials and suns rise to suns set or moonlight to moons fall. BUT THEY CLAIMED IT ALL. Did you ever think tht u were living off of someone elses time lmao!... ITS TRUE! I wear a watch but its Fossil digging deeper into the craters and suns of my space planet where i was born. And yes there is oxygen there, but it makes u high, the natural way tht modern day couldnt find to explain. THT'S WHY WE DNT NEED GRAVITY! We build on what lifts us, what pushes us. what carries our hovercraft into each dimension tht Earthlings cnt travel. The eclectic piece tht Michelangelou couldnt paint, tht Einstein couldnt calculate, tht Mozart couldnt play, tht Luciano Pavarotti couldnt sing, tht Harvard and Yale couldnt teach. But we formed it our own. SPACE MARTIANS! It was ours first. Yet we sit back and laugh at you running to be punctual to a lesson from a pre-/past-/ post-dated book tht ur professor is teaching u. So.. if he/she has read the same book tht they are trying to teach you... couldnt u just read the book yourself and teach the class. But how much would u get paid, i wouldnt even ask because the teacher is getting paid the invisible cash amount tht u are too. NOW HOW ECONOMIC IS THT?!? H.I.P.S teaches for F.R.E.E!> Helping Imaginations Produce Success/ Forever Releasing Education Evolutionarily. Our Development but u look up the definition. Indefinitely its our teach. No set class room, No class date, no holiday breaks, no professional attire, just teachers not hired, but forever giving. No Clocks, Change the Calendar...

"Whatever you need to know, dnt ask. Just look for it." -Me. QSS
**2** Build your own motto for life. Not from someone elses quotation marks. Peace.

~Space Martian QSS.