Saturday, June 11, 2011

i love you

4/11/11

I LOVE YOU.
You........

The one I love :-)

Yep, deep down in my heart.
I've fallen into a trap.

Love Spells Of Time.
Carried.

I LOVE YOU.
Just You.

Heart, mind, body & soul,
I have your spirit.

I look, I listen, I feel, I crave, I miss........ YOU!

I LOVE YOU.

-QSS.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

The World is Collapsing

4/11/11

The world is collapsing.
The world is fallen.
Burning like the deepest Hell.
IGNORANCE.
DEATH.
VIOLENCE.
GREED.
GRUDGES.
DEAF.
Ears of every single person here.
Our societies & homes.
No substance. NO STRUCTURE.
This is the fallen glass of the shattered window.
We are bleeding.
Cut by dirty pieces of glass.
We are diseased.
Unhealthy & uncared for.
EARTH.
We are the cause watching the effect.
Slow Motion. SLOW DEATHS.
No fresh wind. No breath.
The world is collapsing.

-QSS

Engulfed

Engulfed

April 7 2011 8:50am

I want to express this feeling. I can't be helped without the question of money being present. Its not a sign, its just a calling. Call to the wild. Call to my spirits. Unsettled time elapses in my mind. Like unfinished sex in a room full of vultures. All watching & waiting to see what I will do next so they can have a chance to quench on my flesh. Angry & frustrated. Flustered, but I hold steady. Like the strength on a woman. Performing Kegels & holding his instrument of ecstasy inside her. He is already strong but she makes him stronger. I am the vagina & the penis. I engulf my insides & outsides to hold me high in honesty. Honestly I'm trying, had tried long & hard....... To push through openings befitting & unfit for me. Most times unasked, I have raped this society & gave it my unborn children, in my own culture, views, & talents. Like the man having no life destination, I throw the condom away & give this world all that I have, from the womb, my Queenly essentials. Pure creativity expanded in my spirit. I paint the lines of my emotions. Stroking lines of life onto many canvases! Sex for my soul comes closer & grows a deep tingling feeling inside my body. Touches my fingers like a cool breeze on the hots of 99 degrees in the summer. I quiver & the power exudes through me. Pouring an inebriated orgasm that couldn't be contained. I came on this planet.

-SpaceMartian QSS.

Ode to the Skies (1st flight)

2/11/2011

Cosmic shaded of your clouds escape into my eyes as the bird ascends its wings.
Elevated above a force of gravity where "FREE" in the home domain.
An alleviated feeling to exhale the world below & take on the wonders of the clouds.
A wonderland of sentiment & powdered sugared precipitation.
Pillowed clouds evolve into my dreams like the last imaginary sleep of my childhood.
I am home again.
Living in the freedom of an escaped world in the sky.
You are the source extended closeR to my planet.
Popping eardrums & illuminated visions of blue hues, white lights & bumpy turbulence.
Different shapes & densities of formulated clouds inside & above the atmosphere.
Stratosphere surrendering my soul.
I want to stay here.
A bird in your skies.

-QueenSoulSista

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Vanilla Twilight

He keeps me in the Vanilla Twilight. Cascading thRough the galaxy of invisible imagination.
We're scooping our love out like the last beans of roasted vanilla.
Trying to start over & replenish the lost words from the lost world of our emotions. A distance that holds a aura of love out, in the palm of my hand.
I close my eyes to see the darkness in his light. The elements of the sun whose heat has melted my heart.

Heard his vibrations in the winds of my waves.
Something about Reciting into my eyelids so the words disperse into my pores. Pouring honey filled drops of love unto my heart.
Vanilla.
Tasteful twilights.

-QSS. Neptunes Martian.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Suns' Obsession 11/22/10

Watching the clouds overpass the sun/ a calm that morning dew sprinkles over daylight/ cognitive thinking for revolutions/ building a strength that the Earth couldn't hold/ inside my palms/capture a planet of green/ circular motion and motives/ we go round/ playing teether ball with the galaxy/ Neptune farthest away from being hit/ never captured/ never invaded/ unless invited inside my waters/ my planet/ he hurt me/ went for a swim/ left the river running dry/ carried back to his lions den/ she suffocates in the heat/ no water/ no wind/ no spirit/ no element/ like the last days of 2012/ the world stops/ no circulation/ last days/ last ways/ no evolution left to exist/ she breathes/ taking last breath for him/ and he steals it/ with greed and gluttony/ she is his element of lust/ little actual love in his heart/ he is a lion/ a king of pride/ where humility subsides/ is just a adjective/ no verb to build on the action/ not complete...... -#QSS

Mornings of Bliss Composed

My alarm clock woke me/ I turned & there was another body in bed w/me/ Peace/ I lay there/ Staring thru the blinds/ the Sun.
Eyes burn/ heart pounding/ legs bare/ stretched/ thigh high socks kept warm/ thru sleep/ I actually slept/ a full nite/ Peace.
Out bed/ body stretched/ turn heat off/ bathroom/ brush teeth/ #BurtsBees facial cleanse/ look in mirror/ heat turned on/POW
Moments for meditation/ peace/ found inside.
Makin u oodles of noodles/ good ole ghetto lovin food/ feedin ur energy/ Bmore taste of Old Bay/ Hot Sauce/ taste my spices/ Heat
"Snuggle Up"/ warm blanket/ snuggled up/ VS Pink/ Blue knee high socks/ boyshorts/ alone w/ the music/ r&b/ old school/ mindframe.
Abt to lay in the dark... My old & new home! Daylight comes voluntarily to me when I want my planet to orbit the sun.
Skimming lines of ur poetry/ with my eyes/ my vision sees u/ performing/ silently/ for me/ naked/ in the dark/ I hear/ u.
Layin n the music/ ur melody plays/ live like stars/ n Space/ More peace tht orbits/ the circumference of my Planet/ i didn't plan it/ hadn't planned it/ Peace.
Darkness all around me/ I close my eyes/ your shining light blinds my cornea/ more than morning sight/ I mourn in the sunset
I formed a sculpture/ in clay/ wet/ I painted ur face/ in acrylic/ watched u get settled/ inside my hands/ welcome home
Squeaks in the bed/ creaks in the floor/ old wood/ old frames/ new feet walking/ ashy/ leaving chalky traces/ out the door.
I smile/ w/out facial muscles/ just my heart/ Face sincere/ Heart happy/ Happy feelings/ free spirit/ spreading/ your joy!
The dark isn't silent/ voices around me/ whispering/ ur name/ ur alias/ ur soul/ ur love/ I Love You Too/ Peace/ sleep in it.
Tired/ pulling covers up/ hoping dreams don't turn to nightmares/ to wake & reach for an invisible soul for help/ save my soul/ PRAY/ GN
Closing my eyes/ heavy/ I read u/ light/ lifted weight/ don't worry/ drop the world/ hold my hands/ carry the galaxy/ with me. #subtweet
I'm up/ sun shining/ brighter than bright/ are u calling to me?/ #subtweet/ inside my poetry/ my heart reads u/ Ring ring/ hello! #poetry
Laying on my left/ side that looks for you/ sees you with eyes open/ hands touch with eyes closed/ roll over/ come closer/ #poetry
Can I read you into existence/ in front of me/ I'll build you with my thoughts/ sit down beside me/ come hither/
I'm not residing on any planets right now! I'm in a outer space bubble of grey matter where I don't matter, to the world. A #SpaceMartian
Laying naked. The only freedom I have away from the universe I was born to.
#TruthIs lately my mind has been tired of living so its put my body thru massive amts of pain & turmoil to be the outlet.
Don't make me feel like I'm not important, cause ima make YOU feel like you don't EXIST! #imjustsayin
The silence is getting deadly/ Venomous like the snake/ tatted on my stomach/ let it sink in til its gone/ I will be gone too #realitytweet
We dnt have the same attention span as we used 2/ Im lk a child runnin wild 4rm u/ U cnt force me 2 lay/ turn on the tv/ Cartoons!/ I'll stay.
Why can't your 9-5 just be entertaining me? Why can't I wear your heart on my sleeve?... Instead of mine! #isThatTOOSelfish
UP/ Brush my teeth/ #BurtsBees facial cleanse/ stretch it out/ wake & bake/ brush my teeth/ lay back down/ Relax/ Day Off/ #poem

The Creator

Created 10/27/2010

The essence of your spirit evolves around my soul. Orbiting the very element of my being, my heart beats within you. Captivating a life form unknown to hate, you're like the love lost created in a world of death. I carry you high, like the smoke from my incense. Lit fire to the flame, exhausting heat. Inside my womb....